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| I hate you!!! But I love you.. I love you so so so much.. enough that if I am hurt, I would very well forget it.. I feel so helpless and I hate it ... What do you have that others don't??? practically NOTHING! I don't know why I love you! I just do.. and that reason would suffice all other questions... But If you don't like me at all then tell me!!! Tell me to leave you alone!!! Don't play.... please don't.....
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| I miss her.. Like I always do.. and I guess there's no cure... No matter how instincts would haunt me, I know this one thing was sure.. That I love her, with all my heart, and all my soul and there's no changing that...
But as I speak all of these, the fact would still be.. that we are of different worlds and opposite ends, But I guess I would like to see.. how heaven meets earth and unite.. I would go to the end for you... I hope you see that... I love you so much no matter what happens...
I don't know why I keep on writing in this blogsite... It's really crazy you know...? I don't give this site to anyone else.. And to those I gave it to, they thought this site was already extinct.. But I just meant to keep it for you.. cause I don't know.. communication means I guess.. or maybe someday... when I'm not here anymore or what.. She can see this... | | |
| She had not texted me for quite a while.. i am so dreadfully... i do not know... emotions are killing me.. making me weak.. i wanna kill myself once again.... and i can't help it.. i feel like nobody cares and everything is screwed up... opportunities passed.. and everything sucks.. i don't know if i have friends... they kill me too..
i wanna die.. why is it like this,... it hurts so much.... | | |
| Ang tagal ko na nga pala hindi nag popost dito.. uhm.. about her.. i still love her to death.... and probably even after.. but... for now.. everything should be supressed...:)
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| There is this dilemma..... Was I right or wrong.. was it a bad judgement what i did??? what do you think...? I dropped by her house....... dropped the gifts off... she told me not to give her anything anymore... but still i did .. well hey.. it's her birthday.. but did i just try too much!??!?! too much for her to handle i guess....
Just this morning when i was cooking... i recieved a text message....
"heard na nagpadala ka daw ng flowers, haven't seen it yet but sana hindi nalang. But thank you i really appreciated it...  Pero i think hanggang friends nalang talaga."
I dunno how to react.. how should i anyways?!?!? well it hasn't sank in to me... but my tears are definitely falling.. it's the first time i got dumped i guess...? well for me it's being dumped.... what do you think??? uhm girls.. my friends... please tell me... cause you might know it better.... gimme the truth.... what does it really mean.. i don't care how you tell me... by tagging, e-mail or text.. just tell me.
But even though it's like that... i still like the idea.. na friends parin kami... pero.. i am afraid it won't be like how it used to be....
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